Why I've been gone

So... Where have I been? The simple answer is iv been too busy with my self. From camhs , to doctors and the hospital it's not been a fun two months. But with Christmas ( or whatever else you celebrate ) coming up I decide that I should get back on my feet and try this again. I guess I still don't have a clear view for this " blog " but it would be helpful if you guys ( if there are any of you reading this ) to help me out. I guess this is just my apologies for being such a sucky " blog author " ( I guess that's what they are called ? ) so thanks for putting up with me <3